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November 21st, 2008
06:03 pm - Food.
Ah, food. The one thing that I always looked forward to. The joy of eating.
I wonder when eating became just a random chore.
Maybe it was when I began to just eat salad all the time at work that made people assume I was vegetarian and now when we go to restaurants they make sure there's salad there so I can eat.
Maybe it was when I had to eat really quickly and get away from the table to avoid getting yelled or nagged or lectured by random people at the dinner table.
Maybe it was when I found out that I lost my child's sweet tooth and can't tolerate the candy and sugar and yummies I used to love when I was a kid.
Or maybe it had to do with my lovely TMJ issue coupled with everything else that could possibly go wrong with moi mouth to make eating physically painful.
I was so tempted to just burst into tears to-day because moi mom gave me a salad and hamburger. And no, I wasn't sad. I just hurt like crazy because I have a wonderful cut on moi left lip, TMJ on my right jaw and some cavity pressure that's killing me on my bottom right tooth too. The coldness and acidity of the tomato and vinegerette did nothing to make me happy with eating. If it wasn't vital to living I think I would have just preferred to ignore food all together.
And my mom saw me wincing and putting my hand on my jaw and goes, "What, you still have that jaw problem?"
no shiz sherlock.
Life's depressing sometimes.
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