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November 28th, 2009

11:46 pm - eeeeeegh I like cold weather and all but moi hands are dying. There has to be some way to stop them from bleeding to death from chapping other than diligently putting lotion on after every time I wash moi hands, non? Because I wash moi hands often, and when I get lotion on moi hands it feels gross so I want to go wash them again. ;( Every morning I wake up with fun and exciting baby papercut size cuts and this is really pretty miserable. What the heck do you guys do to prevent this?? I wonder if I need to buy red gloves or something so I don't have to be paranoid about bleeding all over something when I'm not paying attention O.o --and I know this icon has nothing to do w/ anything, but alas, new icon whoring. Current Mood: aggravated

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12:25 pm - a lil emo in a happy moment moi official transcripts arrived. it's like "Look I swear I wasn't lying about graduating!" ...and then it looks much sadder that there are 2 A-s to ruin moi GPA. Oy. ._. If I'd known it would be so much more painful to look at now I might have tried a little harder in those classes. Or maybe not, but still. I die a little inside. You'd think I'd ace any class that I'd pay for moiself. I am forever cursed with a GPA of 3.9587 . ;( The whole "with honors" tag is mocking moi. I know I'm going to get nagged about them so I'm dreading showing moi mom. Sigh.. On a completely unrelated note, does anyone do net window shopping or am I just wasting moi life? XD;;; I made a grand record yesterday of adding a bunch of stuff to net shopping carts, looking at the prices and going 'oh boy' and then killing moi web browser before actually checking out. Or maybe only broke people do that.. But thanks to that I got moi black friday fix without spending..much. Current Mood: drained

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November 26th, 2009

01:41 am - yay holidays Happy Thanksgiving~ I hope everyone has something exciting planned. Moi? If all goes well I'll have turkey this time. We'll see.. I love waking up in the middle of the night feeling miserable. (Yeah, if there is such thing as reincarnation, I so would rather be a guy next time.) Current Mood: exhausted

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November 20th, 2009

05:31 pm - satsumaaaa Moi mom bought a whole bunch of satsuma mikan and I adoooore those darn things. Mostly because way back in Japan I would chill under the kotatsu and just eat oranges all day. Moi mom ate so many that her skin kinda turned orange once >.>; It's kind of creepy wandering around with the smell floating around the house though because it reminds moi of home in Japan. And this house is 20x bigger than the one there. But yeah, I am sad now that they are mostly gone. I am not a big fan of American oranges but Satsuma are <3. And Satsuma reminded moi of One Piece which reminds moi that I haven't seen it for so long and I am too far behind to ever get caught up in that anime again. The sadness. But yeah. TGIF and I am excited to finally get to play Resident Evil Darkside Chronicles, because RE is a fandom of moine ever since Barry. "I hope it's not.... Chris's blood." they need to bring barry back with his epic voice actor. ...what was the purpose of this entry ? I'm not really sure, but it's the happiest entry I've had for a good year and a half probably xD oh hay it's almost Xmas time and I haven't done any xmas shopping at all. darn brokeness.. Current Mood: amused

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November 19th, 2009

05:41 pm - uuuuu Went to the dentist for the first time in a couple years and realized that yeah, it's a good idea to go more often like we're supposed to? XD;;;; 4 cavities and 4 be wary of cavities o.O Magically to-day they had a bunch of dentists there so they had the time to finish 2 fillings to-day. The next two January some time. Boy that was unpleasant. Curse needles. Buuuut now that that's done and over with, I feel like I have an awful toothache where they drilled to-day and I hadn't felt anything bad at all before then. Yaaay. How am I supposed to finish moi Coldstone dessert to-night? :( Yeah, I should probably cut down on sweet stuff, but I'm suddenly in the mood for ramen and parfaits. Naruto & Gintama stop influencing moi, kthxbai. Current Mood: discontent

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November 17th, 2009

05:27 pm - Epiphany I must be either getting fat or having bad luck w/ shirts lately, because the last two days I've gone to work/gotten home after work and found a hole in my shirt under moi jacket O.o; ( But for the actual epiphany.. it's quite boring. ) Yeah. I think that's it for now. I feel better already. Current Mood: weird

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November 13th, 2009

05:54 am - bandwagon hop Cancelled myspace; sick of so many randoms messaging. Facebook isn't really doing itself any favors with its news feed stuff but whatever. I barely log in there either. To think that moi anti-socialism transcends the internets is kind of amazing. Been playing more Dragon Age when I have the time. Ally-carth has grown on me, I think because I'm mostly playing a good route. That and I'm a sucker for male virgin characters. (oy) Then again, Zevran has grown on me too in his gay elf slut way. His party conversations make moi laugh. I'm looking forward to sticking him into an all male party and seeing if he hits on anyone >.>; I guess that mature rating wasn't just for show. I have to nag people for lines soon. Nocturne deadline is Sunday if I remember correctly, and I'm still missing Gumshoe and Pearls for moi Phoenix Wright RP. Frustrating but ah what can we do. I'm feeling a little badly for contacting a few people from way back when because they're probably going "wtf why did you talk to me if you're not emailing me back with info" ._.; I want to get the first section of Nocturne out of my computer before I import anything new. Grr for lack of space. I remember back in the days when everything I'd do would get mixed in like..a day. How the heck did I manage that? ...Oh right, I didn't have work or life issues back then. I got caught up on Gintama so I'm a little sad there's nothing more to see until the newest eps come out. Finally feeling less nauseous (although I went to Souplantation yesterday and felt gross with all the smells and strawberry lemonade), so that's a good thing, I guess. Looking forward to a laid back weekend. Just a handful of recording to do and then sleep. Oooo aaaa. Also, is it time for Xmas card stuff already? I'm not inspired this year for them (I think I've only done it once 2 years ago), and I feel bad responding to other people's posts for addresses when I haven't anything back, so like last year I think it's going to be a tossup surprise if anyone remembers moi XD How exciting!? Wow, nothing really interesting has happened since the last time I posted has it? Current Mood: apathetic

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November 6th, 2009

04:53 am - eaaagh I'm still waking up feeling super nauseous although it's starting to fade in the day. I had a gross dream that involved putting a butterfly together, which conceptually wasn't too bad but it looked more like a giant beetle that I had to keep flipping over to attach the wings while it wandered this way and that. And then soon after in the dream, moi ex spilled chocolate chips in moi room and I got pissed off 'cause I thought it'd call huge ants. Ugh either way I feel gross and it's still early and I need to get more sleep. Got a pair of new glasses and I'm having an awful time adjusting with them. My eyesight must have gotten worse somewhere along the line because now I can see too well up close so it burns and I have to lean back. It doesn't help that one side feels kind of curved so I think I see from a strange angle. Then again, I have lazy eyes (yes, both, and in both ways) so maybe the new glasses are trying to force both to cooperate with each other and are giving me some added trouble. Dragon Age is awesome which isn't really a surprise considering it's Bioware. Talk about epic cut scenes. (This will be completely boring for anyone who hasn't played, so skip this:) I'm not a big whiner about graphics though so I've heard a lot of blah blah it sucked from all the graphic whores. I personally think it's pretty funny when I see a character walk right through another, so no complaints about graphics here. Although their programming is a little iffy sometimes. I ended up getting the same cutscene after killing a character last time and unfortunately since the character was dead it flashed to the blank spot where they used to be >.>; I reloaded before I screwed my game up though cause I was relying on that auto-save. Sadly that auto-save made me use tactics for the first time 7 hrs in because it threw me into a battle of epic proportions. I was trying to play a la moiself and it took moi a while to convince myself that I personally would have had to kill a white fluffy if I was in the situation I was put in. (No, seriously I was tempted to reload an hour back to try and save it--but figured okay, hey, it attacked me first and I'm not all that charismatic anyway so it was it or me XD;; ) Ah, immersive gameplay. Character wise Morrigan is friggin awesome, if only because she shares a lot of my pov >.>; Ali-Carth vers. 2 just makes me angry. I wish she'd really kill him. The redhead pissed me off because her hair style and color looks exactly like moi chara and when I first saw her I thought she was my clone :( needless to say I kicked her out ASAP even though I desperately wanted a rogue in my party. sob. I named my dog Jimbob, and he's the ugliest dog companion to appear in any game yet. I'm looking forward to going back and denying all the darn quests that took too long to complete, in my next playthrough. Being a human mage, Mouse and Jowan made me angry. That is all. I'm really supposed to be spending time on nanowrimo instead of this, but I just haven't felt inspired. I have a quick story idea but who knows where it's really going. I'm behind schedule that's for sure. back to sleep for a few minutes before work.. Current Mood: blank

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November 1st, 2009

03:58 pm - oh so miserable With the combination of eating way too much for the last couple days, the awful weather and moi lack of sleep, I think I just set moiself up for being sick. Woke up feeling gosh awful and like I was about to throw up so I went straight back to sleep and that continued about 5 times until now, when I'm up to try and do the bulk of the chores I set up for the day. Was supposed to do some running to-day but it's way too hot and I think I might collapse if I take more than 3 steps in any direction. Food is very little priority for my mind and I think moi body is like "haha i can't move i have no energy" so it's a nice battle there. I need to lay down soon again so I don't feel like throwing up absolutely nothing cause all I've had is gum and some water in an attempt to prevent feeling grossed out by the smell of food. Good thing we gain an hour to-day. Bad thing to-day is the start of Nanowrimo and goodness knows this is the most convenient day in the world to start it (a non-work day) and moi brain is too fried to write. Actually, that's not true. I was trying to think of some topic while I was falling in and out of sleep and somehow magically came up with a random Gintama fanfiction idea that will not leave moi mind until it is written. This is a drawback as it will take time off from moi nanowrimo and I don't have that time to spare. Currently I'm so tempted to go back to sleep but I tossed my bedsheets into the laundry so I'd get up for a few hours. This weather sucks. Feeling gross sucks. I guess it was a good thing to-day wasn't a work day cause that would have sucked more. But to-morrow is work. I hope I get better by then. No sick days to spare.. And ow, it went from just feeling like I needed to throw up absolutely nothing to now me getting a headache from sitting up too much. Goodnight. ._.; Current Mood: disappointed

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October 27th, 2009

06:07 am - so freaking tired.. Everything is going soooo slow lately and I just want to go back to sleep. At the very least I got my full cast of SMT and moi PS2 back so I can start importing the scenes into moi computer. (Hiss for the PS3 not letting moi have the right cord to use it.) Also debating on if I want to do a scene of Ange or MP in the near future. Mostly depends on which girls get back to moi through email :D;;; Life overall is pretty bland. Our old tenant's sister was over for 2 wks (for the funeral that I didn't go to) and left last Friday, so now it's a lot less freaked out here. Still strange to see stuff lying around downstairs that belongs to someone deceased now, but yeah. That's life, I guess. Now things are back to "normal," and the annoying housemate is still quite healthy. Sigh. Visited moi dad a couple of days ago and he seemed as fine and dandy as someone could be in his situation. I asked how he's been doing and he said "On the bad side," though. Not sure what that was about. This is Halloween week and I wanted to be a little more pumped up for it, but I'm too tired. I seriously want to just spend a few more days sleeping to recover from whatever it is that is making me so exhausted. Also, wtf is up with this crazy weather? I thought it was fall, not summer..... on a random side note, gintama is still awesome, albeit very random. being a big okigura shipper i wandered onto ff.net for the first time in years and am slowly getting converted to gingura, and that's making me immensely too sad for words. i blame moi tired trance currently. Current Mood: sleepy

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